Empty

A melancholic feeling suddenly appeared. Nothing is really bothering me and no one is making me upset. This feeling came with no reason. I am just feeling so empty that I think I'm going to cry.
Maybe the pressure of work is the main reason. Now and then, I have the thought of resigning, but I am too afraid with the impact of me being jobless. No, it's not the financial matter. Being jobless means that I will have much free time, even too much. Yes, I will be able to spend more time on my stitching, to read my new novels, play games. But what if I get bored with that?
Lately, I was not in the mood to do anything, even to chat with friends would sometimes make me annoyed. Dunno what I want or what I need.
Well, I've to get back to my work. Not much time left until the exam. I have to keep my spirit up.